Description
I have a huge desire. I LOVE giving gifts. But I can spend all the money on it by accident... I want to buy everyone a good phone or whatever they dream about, so much so that I sometimes take loans for it. And now I have several of them. Therefore, I consider it a half-destructive desire. And now again I have an obsessive desire to give a phone to my friend, 500 dollars, but I have to save this money for so long, + I need to close my personal debts already. I'm so worried that I can't go and buy a gift right away.
Destructive desire.
I feel like a bad friend.